Well today I had time to get my emotions all situated. My family is a big mess right now and its been tearing me apart bit by bit. Still I manage to cling onto something, I have no idea what. I was thinking too much to have any legitimate little time but sucking my paci did help me feel a bit at ease. Sadly today I was only down 2 M4’s and 2 doublers and a single generic diaper. My shipment for my new diapers won’t be coming in till sometime tomorrow so I had to me very wise on the discretion of my padding. I thought maybe I could change out of my night diaper (which was soaked btw) and try to make it last as long as possible, but I was drinking so much water that day because of my dry throat, that the generic diaper wouldn’t even last one wetting.
Normally I use up to 2-5 diapers a day, depending on the brand and how much I drink. So I knew I had to make my supply last at least till bed time so I don’t have to worry bout wetting the bed. I decided to change into my first Abena and use the generic diaper as a stuffer and add a doubler for added protection so that I could probably make it last at least half the day. It lasted about a good 7 hours before I had to change. Needless to say I was waddling quite a bit between the 7 hours I was in that diaper. It was even evident through my basketball shorts.
Now that I’m in a new diaper I’m hoping it can hold through bed time with no leaks (probably won’t since its already a bit damp). I used a doubler in this diaper as well so hopefully if I do have leaks it won’t be so bad.
YOU CAN MAKE IT I BELIEVE IN YOU…i know the feeling of not being sure if youll be protected enough….ive been in the position before and its come to th point where i wasnt protected enough but also another time i was lucky and made it through. i hope all goes well but hay what happens happens ok dont let things get you down. n.n i believe you can make it